lover of the light.
lover of the light.
i like sunflowers and Hozier. 
on the days that you miss him

learning-in-love:

try to miss the times that he talked over you. the times that he made you feel like your opinion wasn’t worth wasting breath on. the times when he pressured you into doing something that he knew you didn’t want to do. the times that he lied. the times when he didn’t know how to handle you, and he didn’t even try to. the times that he belittled you. the times that he cultivated his feelings without giving thought to yours. the times when his friends made fun of you and he said nothing. the times when he laughed at something that you didn’t find funny. the times that you had not only petty disagreements, but fights that did irreparable damage. the times when you had to bite your tongue because you felt like voicing your beliefs would drive him away. the times that he twisted your words, taking your heartfelt sentences and using them as insults. the times he was someone you didn’t recognize. the times when his definition of love didn’t quite match up with yours.

and if you find that hard to do, then maybe you don’t actually miss him.

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Don’t trust charming. Why? Because the boy who can talk all the right words knows it too well. Things like boys and love aren’t meant to be practiced like that, it should be a bit awkward- it should be raw. The best advice I’ve ever received. (via fawun)

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knuffelvos:

wear your war paint

whether it’s makeup, a band tshirt, your fandom pins, tattoos, jewelry, your favorite ripped pair of jeans, or something no one else can touch or see like your favorite song repeating like a mantra in your head, the sound of your own heartbeat, or the knowledge that you were brave enough to get out of bed today when everything else inside you said “no”

wear your war paint and kick ass

(via rebelqueer-deactivated20150523)

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The most poetic of endings to love affairs isn’t apology, excuse, extensive investigation into What Went Wrong—the St. Bernard of options, droopy-eyed and slobbery—but stately silence. Marisha Pessl, Special Topics in Calamity Physics (via coffeepeople)

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